Thursday, May 26, 2005

...fly fly away...

To quote a casting person, "I'm going crazy. I think i'm losing it...."

School's getting more wayward each second. Especially with the one hell of a fiasco results i've just gotten back. Pardon my French...but mid-year sux to the bloody core. Okay...so i failed five. Am i suppose to get worried? Be extra-panicked than i already am? Get all paranoid about my study time? Maybe i should...especially with the impending prelims. I dun wanna hang at the back or the truck...or run alongside it. Or hell, even drive it. Hahah...inside joke...

I checked the dictionary. Kismet is an english word. Not Shakespearean. Not Hindi. It's english. And it means destiny. See...i've been right for two years. And those bloody english teachers are still telling me that there is no such word. Shirley Koh, if Cambridge hear you right now, they would have long fire you from being an English HOD. It says so in their special report. You can't see it. Only the students can. =)

DnT was okay juz now. Juffri was chatty as always. And yes, that's a shake of the head. Not in a good way, definitely. Occasionally, there would be a non-committal grunt from me so he feels that i am participating in the conversation and not just grumbling about him under my breath, which is actually what i'm doing. Hahah...

Went home. Had a major championship tournament of golf with my dearie in the bus. He cheated. And so he shall be banned from playing golf three years in a row. Physically, mentally or even err...handphone-ly. Hahah. According to Cambridge. *winkz*

Shawn gave me a glimmer of hope today. Haha. A nice man Shawn Wee is. Thanks a lot my dear friend...or should i say, brother-in-law? Hahah. I didn't expect anyone to read it...or hell, even understand it. I'm emotional...yes, but i let off all those emotions in my blog. That's why i don't show it up front on the surface. That's why i'm always smiling...cheerful...yeah...hidden agenda...a facade...whatever u call it. Haha. Thanks. Really.

I miss Anakin Skywalker. Oh wait. Specifically, i miss Hayden Christensen. =)

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