Monday, May 16, 2005

...sucks man...

I don't get it.

What i don't get, you ask? Everything. My whole life. I don't get it. I don't get a single freaking thing. I don't get why things go this way then turn out the other. I dun understand at all. Fuck fuck fuck. Double triple fuck.

I amaze myself sometimes. The way i can still stand here living all this shit when the inside of me is begging to burst any second now. Sometimes i feel like a walking skeleton. Not literally...i'm fat i noe...thanks for rubbing it in. I feel like i'm walking with my body alone. My soul isn't there. Cuz it's long dead. Long long dead. Ever since the minute i step into sec. 4 life, i killed myself. And i think all of you did too. Dun try to deny it...you're onli making things worse.

Mid-Yr results sucks. I want Physics to disappear right before my very eyes. It's ruining my combined science grade. I got an A1 for my Chemistry. A1, mind you. i NEVER get A1 for chem....but it's all gone bcus of Physics. To hell with phy. Fcuk.

I wanna get out of TK.

Sigh. Thank God i found him.

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