Thursday, June 16, 2005

...thank God i found you...

[[ Dear God, listen to me as my heart cries out. There are ups and downs in life...there are a lot of obstacles i gotta crawl through. I tried God. I did my best. I did really. I haven't been the bestest slave to you. I haven't been the innocent gurl that i should. I know i've sinned countless of times and there're probably things i've done which just could not be undone. But amidst all this, You know what make me happy? The fact that You still loves me and You bring to me people that i've learn to treasure and cannot live without.

I've said before...i feel like a walking skeleton in this world. It's hard for me. Past memories...it keeps flooding back. All those jerkz. Am i cursed? Am I? You noe wad...i thank You that i found *him*. *Him* who made my life complete. And You noe wadz my greatest fear of all? Losing him.

And i just did. ]]

*The thoughts of my tears. Ya Allah...tabahkan lah hati aku. I love him and i always will.*

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