Wednesday, August 31, 2005
...why make others happy when u urself are not happy? if some people are not happy to see you happy...why must u? Why must you feel sorry for that someone and feel all guilty that she's not happy for you? She's not happy for you...so don't be happy for her...
Aite. Thanks for that. Just quoting some casting person out there. The happiness rule. So trueee. So very true. Lols.
You wanna play with the truth...? Fair enuff. Here it is. I'm not choosing or taking any sides. If i am doing that...you'd be a goner. But i din...that's why i'm still talking to you. That's why i still bother to say sorry.
And honestly, WE'RE NOT TOGETHA. What is there to deny? Ain't the truth, the truth? If we are...i'll tell you. Hell, i'll tell the whole world. But the sad fact remains that we're not. If there's somebody denying stuffs...it's YOU.
Here's the brutal to the brutally brutal truth. I hate the fact that you're not happy for me. That's what friends are for. If you can't be happy for me...why shud i be happy for u, eh? It's tit for tat. The world is fair.
I can assure you 100% percent that if u are in my position, you'd do the SAME BLOODY THING. No use saying you will not...you've NEVER been in this position, how would u know whether you will or not? I have. And i'm telling you, YOU WILL DO WHAT I'M DOING. REALLI. Have a rebuttal for that? Okay, go get urself in my position...then you can say ALLLLLLLL you wanna sae.
i want to pursue my own happiness instead of dwelling on things which will left me depressed. Allah said it in Quran. He hates hamba-hambaNya who keeps hating and always feel sad. My days are numbered. I have no fuckin time to think about people who can't be happy. sorry to you.
dunier nak kiamat. gi sembahyang. (this goes out generally...) =)
all the best in life my friend...
p.s: Fatz, i luv you. =)
BUMMER. I MISS HIM.
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