Monday, August 29, 2005
...losing it...
I think I'm losing it. As in LOSING. And i mean that literally. I can't find my Social Studies Resource Book this morning and i have no idea where my pencils and colour pencils are. About five minutes ago, i just lost my nice little faithful earpiece and to top it all off, i'm losing my mind. Wow. Try toppin that. A person can't be feelin all that at one go. And i did. Damn. I. AM. NOT. HUMAN.........am I?
The fatigue is becoming obvious due to my lack of sleep. Poor me. Poor DnT students. Poor Sec. 4s. Poor poor darlin. Sometimes i wish all this would end soon. SOOOOOONNN. Plz get me out of this helllllll.
I was so fuckin sleepy this mornin and kept feelin something ain't right. Termenung jauh nak mampoz sampai Dayana arrived at the 33 berth pon i din realise. Lolz. She's so cute. Somehow or another, she always makes me smile. Besides her BROTHER of course...haha...muacks.
Sigghhh...sometimes when i sit on the bus and looked at Dayana, i couldn't help feelin sorry for her. This kids...they have no idea what's in store for them in the future. NO IDEA WHATSOEVA. They dunno what hell they will have to go through. If there is something i'll like to say to Dayana....i'll tell her to go pray that she'll stay that age forever. Or maybe...enjoy the childhood while she still can. Cuz once you stepped into a teenager's life and adulthood, there's no turning back. No turning bacccckkkk....
Kept havin an empty sinking feelin each day. I dunno what's wrong wimme. Just that i feel really painful when i see him sick. Felt so worried to see how weary he is. Felt drained to see him so jaded. Bummer. Get well soon please darl. Pleaseee. Take care. Muacks.
*...My days are numbered....*
8:44 PM
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