Monday, September 05, 2005
...dammit lah...
"It's funny...all my life, i have been running away from love. And now when life is running away from me, I finally found love."
Sounds familiar? Yeah...kudos to Aman for that. I miss you dude. Rest in peace my beloved friend. =')
I found a new passion - song-composing. Allright. Bedek. It's not new. Been doin it since primary school. Lols. But my rhymebooks and songbooks are all collecting dust now under the bed. I just found them. Haha. Tink i'll start all over again. I miss writing. So much. But then again, O-Levels is coming. Bummer. Fine. I'll leave my rhymes and songs for the moment. Chemistry, physics, maths, history. Damn. Why dun they eva have a subject that i actually like. Say, ermzzz...crapping? I'll pass with flying birds man...*grins*
[[*I'm grinnin, i'm laughin, i'm smilin...what's the use? A facade i'm puttin, and those tears i'm hidin. Auto-stupid mani-addict, cry and tears are fallin. I'm runnin, i'm cryin...and everybody's watchin. My creation animation seek attention from the nation. Depression. Just keep walkin, no direction. I'm rejecting rejection, reflecting ma reflection...say thank you, call ma back-up, step back, i need protection.*]]
Hahahaha. That was ma old works! About three years back. Yeah...did that in sec.1. Lols. Haha. Funny barnie.
I hope everything's allright now. I really hope so. I mean, we all can't just rest on our laurels and let things continue destructing, can we? And oh. Why do people say that? Rest on our laurels. Maybe the laurels a good place to rest on. Hmmmms...shrugs.
I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss HIM. Whyyy? Why do i miss him when he doesn't miss me? Bodoh ah iD. Bodoh kebabian. Irritating.
I miss Dayana. Haha. Realli. Cutie-pie. Muacks. And dear Nadhirah's here...singing along to Barney. Lols. She got a knick-knack for songs really. My niece is gonna grow up to be a singer. =)
One last peek into ma rhymebook before i end this entry.....
[[*Gemersik pasir digodah
Tiupan sang bayu bertanya
Apa khabar, siapa namanya?
Mengapa?
Kita semua lupa ingatan
Daratan
Kata Hang Tuah, takkan melayu hilang di dunia
Tetapi kini semua lupa Melayu lama,
Melayu asli tiada lagi
Amat sedih
Hidup kisah kita begini
Panjatkan doa, moga diampun dosa kemudian hari*]]
=) I like that one.
K...i'm off rhyming and composing more songs. Catch ya cats later.
=...I dun want to be like this. I dun wan to feel pissed...but does he noe..when he's not here, how much he is missed?...=
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