___u break my heart, i'll break ur head__

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

....lost....

I like hospital smell. I just like it. But i dun like lying on the bed. Dun like. Sucks like hell. Unless the doctor is super-uber cute...and you get meals as though you're in five-star hotel...and people come visiting with prezzies. Than that's good. Besides that, it just sucks. Apart from the smell. K....my point is, Jexx sis, get out of there soon kae? Love ya. Get well soon.

Yay. Well done. Promises are meant to be broken. Sad-case. Sad sad situation. Haiz. Cruel world. Dun promise if you can't keep it. Just a word of advise. Okay mr.cicak? And i want my working drawings tomorrow, ass. By hook or by crook. But you dun have my measurements. How ya goona do it bodohhh? Mak aii...peh lah slenger.

Holidays inspire me to compose songs. Listen up peepoz. One more of ma creation. =)

This is a lesson in friendship
The depths of a kinship
What we both started with, and then somehow it just slip
My pen drips as I scribble my thoughts on thin strips
Of emotion in a fraction, of seduction and attraction
The eruption of passion corrupts...a friendship's involved
I would love to cross the thin line
But too bad you built that wall
The respect we hold is only but a thin line
Laughters and smiles, how i wish you were mine
I like you yes, in fact on second thoughts, i love you so
But a dear friend i'm to you, nothing more through and through

I wanna cross that line, i wanna make you mine
But in friendship we gotta have that faith and trust
I wanna stop those lies, I wanna stretch our ties
But boy you said just be friends we must

Opposites attract
Male and female come in contact
Sticky situations...how the hell do i live with that?
I love the idea
Of us being together
But man, you snap me back
To the reality forever
Feelings overcome, it's all based on intuition
Listen listen, i swear, i respect your decision
But now we're just friends, it hurts, to see your distance
Stop now, think again
Take me back this instance

I wanna cross that line, i wanna make you mine
But in friendship we gotta have that faith and trust
I wanna stop those lies, I wanna stretch our ties
But boy you said just be friends we must

Boy, too bad that we had to become friends first
I'm not an expert on how relationships should work
But from the minute it was known
It changed the whole tone
No matter all the times that I hinted
And when we talked about our futures ahead
All you did was ignore me and talk about that bitch instead
So i pretended i'm allright
Pretended i'm not dense
Pretended i'm okay with your decision to be friends

I'm sorry, i tried, but i can't take it anymore
My heart just stops the moment you walk in that door
I can't comprehend why i'm feeling this way
I can't understand why i'm ruining my day
To stop now, to freeze now, too late ain't it boy?
I'm nodding my head, blinkin those tears, i ain't a toy
Just wish you knew, you mean more than just a friend
On paper i wrote 'i love you', now debating should it be sent...

This was a lesson in friendship
I stress in this sentence
My pen drips I scribble my thoughts on thin strips
Now i'm fallin, crushin, cryin like crazy
Look at me, look at me now...
Are you blind, can't you see?

I wanna cross that line, i wanna make you mine
But in friendship we gotta have that faith and trust
I wanna stop those lies, I wanna stretch our ties
But boy you said just be friends we must

Hahaha. iD iD. So fucking obvious. Kae soreee...just a random song. =) Nice lyrics eh? No melody though. I always make songs without music. Funny. Anyone can come up with a melody...contact my attorney. We could record this together. Heh.

MISS.HIM.MISS.HIM.MISS.HIM.MISS.HIM.MISS.MISS.HIM.MISS.HIM. Whyyyyyyy the hell did i fall in love...silly me.

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