Sunday, September 18, 2005

...my other world...

I hate Mairead. I'm sorry to say this. But really. I hate her. And i'm not even suppose to hate her. And suddenly this other guy showed up, Vancha, he says his name is, and make me fall for him. I feel wrong. Like, where's my devotion to Drake gonna go eh? Suckss. But hey hey hey, Razor's back. That's something to smile about. =))))

OKAYYYY...i know none of you reading this have any bleeding idea what the hell i'm talking about. But that's okay. You wouldn't know even if i tell. =) Just a little word of advise to everyone out there: When your real world sucks, dun run away from it....just go find yourself another world to indulge your every energy in. And hence, my post above. (I KNOW YOU ALL STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. Lols.)


"Thank you for not giving up on us..." In some ways, those words numbed my soul, in others, it crushed me. I have never given up you guys, do you know? It's all of you who have given up on yourself. And it's not helping to see Rul.....argh...i dun wanna talk about it. But i promise...i will never ever give up on you people. So please, don't make me.

I slept at 9 yesterday. How early is that? But couldn't help it. Sucks man. Argghhhh. *Pain, pain, go away....dun come back, today or everyday...*

I tried to tell myself that you already have someone else to miss. You already have someone else to love. I tried and tried, and in the end....i still can't bring myself to. It hurts too much. I MISS YOU LIKE HELL. Where's your promise? Where's your promise to keep your promise? You lied. But that doesn't make me stop missing you. Never. I wun give up. I neva do. You said all the other girls said the same thing too....and me...u said, i'm just like any one of them. I'll prove you wrong. I'll prove that i'm a girl of my words. I won't leave like all of them did. I won't leave. Even if you want me to. Why? Cuz i love you...and i miss you. And i'm stupid....cuz you don't even give a shit.

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