Thursday, September 01, 2005

What do you know. My days are numbered. I could drop dead anytime tomorrow. Or today infact. And yes, i've sinned. That's why i AM TRYING TO BE ALIM. Maybe that will reduced my sins? I hopee...


And no. I dun have him. I mean, i still have him as fren. And he will be until probably two years to come. I dun have him to go home with anymore. I will have to go home alone now. Yes, every single day. I am alone. And sad. You happy now? Bet you are.


I dunno how to put this. But there are some things i kept a secret. Let me give u a hint. *My days are numbered* I've repeated it in my last three entries. You're a clever gal. u go figure it out.


My dear friend, i dun have anything else. I only have God for now. (Figured out my secret yet?) Sorry to have hurt you so much by being with him. But rejoice gal, cuz i'm not anymore. I know you're happy.


Sorry God...

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