Thursday, September 08, 2005

...yipeee...

I'm addicted to the keyboard. Really. I think my fingers are getting sick of typing. Not just typing. Rhyming as well. =) I composed this...like about half and hour ago. Hahah. Check it out.

You watch my pen bleed rivers of black emotion
Just like how the sky bleed acids down to the nation
You see that your words have cut me in the mind
Like a hammer, you drove the thorns into my spine
You punctured my heart, like no other will
The blood at my feet was the result of your kill
You don't have to pretend as my casket closes in
You don't have to cry, or make a din
My tired heart and my dried out eyes
It's cruel you treat me just like a doll
I'll just drop dead right now this instance
For the tears can no longer fall

Heheh. Just in a dark 'i-wanna-kill-someone' kind of mood. So yeah....this is the outcome. Ya noe, mebee i should set up a blog to put all ma rhymes and songs and stories and novels. How's that? But i gotta have a password to enter though. Beware of rippers!

I'm tired. Just got back from airport. Studying with niz. Gah. STUDY. Hate that fuckin word. And oh, thanks baba, for printing me stuff for me. =) I owe you one. And oh, thanks cicak, for lending me your notes, which i was suppose to photocopy and return you. But instead i brought it home. Now ya got nutting to study with. Serve you right. Saper suroh lend me? SIAO TING TONG.

Shit. I managed to get by without sleeping this whole day. I swear to God when i sleep tonite....i'm gonna wake up at 3 or 4p.m tomorrow. Gahhh. It's just how the whole bloody thing works. Fuck-ass.

And oh. Guess wad?

HELL TO PRELIMS. =)

You wan us to be friends? Sure, i can live with that. You wanna ignore my smses? Sure, i'll try to live with that. But ya want me to forget you? Stop missing you? SORRY. NO, CAN DO. You can't stop me from missing you so bloody much. Cuz i just do. And i have no idea how to stop it myself. You're still here. Always here. But there's still something missing. It's okay. I wun bother you with my smses. I wun bother you by telling how much i miss you. I wun. So i'll say it all here. By luck, you'll read. If you dun, then it'll stay with me. And i'll keep missing you. Whether you like it or not.

My thoughts bleed...just thinking of you.

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