___u break my heart, i'll break ur head__

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

off day...

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"But nothing i have seen in this world has supported your famous pronouncements that love is more powerful than any kind of magic..." - Lord Voldemort.

I'm editing this entry because i've just realised that i've got more things to talk/complain/explain/ramble on about. And i'm currently outta space in my brain to store all emotion, information and devastation. So as most people waste their thoughts into blogs, i should do the same. (K fineeee...wasting thoughts is really what blogging i all about, the space reason was just an excuse.)

Anyway back to the quote above by my darling Tom Riddle, I seriously got to implore pardon my Lord cuz i have to disagree with you on that. I personally believe that love is the magic of all magic. The art of magic beyond anything else that have been seen in this world is love and nothing else. It's a real shame that some people have just been looking in the wrong places for it and due to that, have yet to find it. Happiness and love? Yes boy, i choose happiness. But i still crave to know how happiness exists without love. And forgive me if none of you understand what i'm rambling about...it's one of the irritating things of being a writer, I am afraid, that they never quite forget their readers' pure mind waiting to be confused and twisted.

*GRINS* Yeah sure...i'll give myself a hard knocking on the head on all you bloggers' behalf.

Revelation. Sigh. In times like this, it makes you reflect back on your life. In my case, how school seemes like bliss at the moment. How i missssssss my 4K peeps! And how i absolutely deliciously miss my five bestiessssss! Argh. Life's unfair. It's soo fucking unfair up til the point that i was given a webcam which serves no purpose. (Told ya my life has unconnected relations)

What do a webcam do? Unless the other person had one, you can't really chat with each other can you? And if you go online, the only about useless thing it can do for you is if you're a porn freak and wanna have LIVE cyber sex. EH please kayyy. I don't do that of cos. I'm much more innocent then you think i am. (FINE. Laugh. I know for a fact that you don't belif me. Hah. Find someone who cares, will ya?)

I was gonna sleep at home one whole day. But i decided to be a nice lil ninja turtle and help him in his endless searches of job-seeking. Cuz like quoted by him, himself...."Carik kejer sorang seriously macam budak bodoh." Which isn't saying a lot you know, since you are bodoh in the first place already. =D Haha. JOKE. JOKE. JOKING. No offence intended and none taken, i hope. HAHAHHA!

And no, I don't hate smokers. Seeing that i was one myself. But i hate to think of how it will just destroy your life. A single puff may cease to destruct your health up til the point of no return. So why should anybody indulge in the act despite knowing of the life threatening consequences? That is why i am so keen to see him stop. I use to think he did. Then it shocked me out of my senses to see him at it again. It's almost like something out of someone's life you know. Sheesh. And really. Im serious. You wanna smoke...go ahead and do it. Just make sure i don't see you at it. Cuz REALLY SIRIUSLY, i shall slam your head on the wall. And again, you're watching too much cartoon, my sweet. Hahaha.

Just like the old times. I wish it would last forever. But what wishful thinking. I wish, i wish, i wish upon a star...that someday my prayers will be answered. And someday my wait is worthwhile. If by sacrificing love will give you happiness...like what you have now...then i never half-regretted doing it.

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