Sunday, February 26, 2006

I thought the moment i graduated from TK/TKBand would be the end of any political shit surrounding my life. But unfortunately, McCafe brought them all back to life. Now again, they're haunting every waking moment I'm breathing, relieving those migraines and headaches once more. Not enough to make me insane, i'm caught in another lose-lose situation - my family.

I never wanted anything that has happened to happen. I love my eldest sis to death. It pains me to see whatever she's going through at the moment. And it pains me even more to see Nadhirah. How exactly can she grow up with her Mom in that kind of condition. Ya Allah, i'm lifting my hands, i'm praying to You. Please give my sister strength to overcome the traumatic phase she's going through. Please keep her safe under your watch and your care, God. Pleaseee.

Dear God, I hope you guide my family through all this. I hope I get into my dream course. I hope my eldest sis gets cured. I hope my older bro gets guidance in his quest for sainthood. I hope my sis gets a bright future and a great husband. I hope my lil bro achieves his dream of getting into the national soccer team. I hope my parents could hold on.

Last but not least Ya Allah, I hope you bless my relationship him. HIM - the guy who stepped into my life and make miracles happen. If you hadn't let Yanto appear in my life, i'd still be surrounded in darkness. But You blessed me with him, and I thank you for that Ya Allah. I love him. And i always will. And I need you to watch over us both.

Dear God, please answer my prayers?

Amin.

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