___u break my heart, i'll break ur head__

Sunday, April 16, 2006

YES. I don't have money. YES. I'm like FUCKING BROKE. Okay fine you piece of shit, so i borrowed your money...i'll return it, won't i? I have been all this while, haven't i, ass? It's not like i stole it and ran away with it. GET THIS INTO YOUR PATHETIC BRAIN ALL YOU LAME-ASSES...my pay is about an average of $200++...i top-up my EzLink about 30 bux...paid around 80 bux for my bill and give my mum 20 (eventho i dun have to but belif me she'll TALK when i didn't and then she'll fucking claims that 'oh no i never asked you to give me money.' Yes fine. But you will rake it all up and went, 'dah kejer tapi tak penah bagi orang duet'. SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN GIVING YOU ALL THIS WHILE? HELL NOTES? Paper? Sand?)

Now what am i left with? 70 bux. And people's birthday suddenly just decided to pop up from nowhere and my bill will suddenly jump all the way to 100++ so NOW, FREAKING COCONUTS, i have only 20 or even lesser to spend on myself. BUAT APER KEJER HAH?

Hrmph.

I'm like so bloody pissed. FUCK THEM ALLLLLLLL. Stop talking to me as tho i'm the richest person in the world. AND STOP THE ACCUSES YOU JERKIFIED BASTARD. "Bayarkan matair dier je lah tu biler kluar. Top up kan ezlink budak tu. Bayarkan duet minyak motor budak tu. Sebab tu dier asek takder duet jer."

EH SCREW THAT OKAY YOU SHITHEAD.

First and foremost, I NEVER HAVE UNWILLINGLY PAID FOR MY BF. He never did ask me for money. NEVER. I'll give it without hesitant when I noe he needs it. And belif it, the reasons he need it for is logical and understandable. It's not a force-thingy or anything of the sort. On the contrary, HE'S THE ONE who always pays for me. Tops-up my ezlink even. He's GENEROUS, fucker. Secondly, MY BF DOES NOT HAVE A BIKE. GET REAL. Go find out things before you start babbling your fucking mouth off you fucking piece of shit. Thirdly, stop describing him as tho he's some kind of Mat Rep or hanyut-slash-anakmetro kinda guy. I'm done with those guys okayyyyyyyyyyyy. Yanto is NOTHING LIKE THAT, infact he is the complete opposite. He taught me more about Islam, taught me to make decisions i never could, he mould me, advises me on all the negative stuffs i used to do yet never realise. HE TAUGHT ME GOOD THINGS. AND HE NEVER ACCUSES. Unlike you, dumb ass.

You're not even my father. No sorry, you're not even my REAL father. So SHUT YOUR FACE.

*I'm sorry to all those offended upon reading this entry. I'm eloquent when i'm angry. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

9:58 PM