Monday, May 01, 2006

It's really amazing how there is an endless amount of entertainment to be found in a box that someone gave you. As Fahrul wittily puts it, when Aisyah gave him an anniversary present, "dalam kotak nie tak payah nak ader duit, rantai, aper2 ah - asalkan kau ader kotak nie jer...imagination run wild, bebeyyyy." Hahah. Yepp, very true indeed moron. All any sane kid need, is a box to crawl around in. A very frustrating fact for whoever spent their money on the gift, but nonetheless, it's still a fact.

It all depends on your imagination. Bending the reality around you to fit the image.

One of the best things in life when you're a child, is to have an imaginary friend. Mine was called Angel and I remember her fondly. We had really fun times, Angel and I...until she had to fly to Pluto and saved the starving aliens that reside there.

*shrugs* I dread that day, you know. Because the loss of my imaginary friend, signify in a way, the loss of my innocence, where i am left with the world-weary cynicism that will sustain me til the moment i die.

Thank God for the real world.

I still have my five favourite girls...regardless of where they are, regardless of where they've been, regardless of the end of our nonsensical balcony days. I still have my crazy HLM NP cliques...regardless of our crazy antics at botanic gardens and in lectures. I still have my darling, my love, Yanto...regardless of his super-iD-duper-Yan lames jokes. Heheh. I still my family...i still have some things. =)

So as i am sitting here, getting the feel of my sis' laptop and dreading the fact that there is school tomorrow, i wish i have that imaginary friend again. Take care Angel, wherever you are.

After all, "the insanity keeps me sane." A favorite quote of mine, and my personal mantra. Life is so stiflingly boring these days, we need a little insanity once in a while to keep from going mad. Believe me, it makes perfect sense

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