___u break my heart, i'll break ur head__

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

The lecture theater deserves its' tranquility. It just doesn't fit that we're gathered outside, acting like a bunch of babboons, then when we come in, we're acting like convent kids that were forced to shut up and complete our test papers. It shouldn't be that way. Singapore should have a more organized exam setting. I mean for one, THE HALLWAY IN BETWEEN THE THEATERS ARE FRIGGING HOT OKAYY. Left right and center, people are sweating. You call that condusive? HAK-POOI.

But I give LT 45 seven thumbs up. As i've said, the hallways are indeed HOT. In a totally different context. HOT ENGINEERING GUYS. Damn you LSCT asses. Why didn't I take engineering? THAT is the plus point of my tuesday PAM paper. For you confused lambs, it stands for Plant Anatomy and Morphology. Easily passed as the inane-ist module of 2006. We finished the paper in half an hour. Why? Cuz we decided that it's better to admit that you know nothing, then pretend to know...but ended up WRONG WRONG WRONG. There's all the difference in the world, my friends.

If anybody ever told you that putting your relationship as one of the top priority is stupid, hold a gun up to his head and dragged him by the ear over to my place. Take note: i said ONE OF THE top priority. I didn't say TOP UPPERMOST UBER-DUPER IMPORTANT priority. You have someone by your side...just treasure the lucky girl/guy. Once in a while, show how much you cherish them...perhaps, who knows, they are your life partner after all. Not all relationship ends bad, friends. I'm the lucky few, i guess.

I love Yanto to chocolate bits and oreo pieces - i can't possibly imagine what would happen to me if i never met him. Though he probably never really understood my paranoia and insecurities, he'd been the best guy a girl could ask for. Sometime it hurts though...seeing that distant, the change, the unzoidable chemistry...that you see in the guy you so desire. But put all that aside....which girl does not want to hear an 'I LOVE YOU' once in a while eh? Maybe i said it too often that it becomes cliche after some time. Or maybe his lack of loving confessions is getting me so afraid....

I dunno.

I miss him. ='(

Shut up. I'm thinking too much. It always gets me in trouble. If loving you with all my heart's a crime...then i'm guilty. DAMN. I wasn't THIS emo before. I'm really sorry...it's unlikable events that lead to this totally stoic post. Yan, iLOVEyou.

*I've refrained myself from saying this for quite some time mister, but i shall say it now. SERVE YOU RIGHT. Now you bloody know how i feel when you once put me in that trauma. You once call me a bitch. Well, sorry to say this, but who's the bitch now? Goodbye. Go live your dearest fame life kiddo.

9:52 PM