Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Today, for the first time in my seventeen years of life, i saw Fahrul cry. And as he is slumped against the wall, face blanked through fresh onslaught of tears, i saw a tiny speck of smile on his lips. Just a faint one. A tiny little curve as he mouthed, "Thanks iD." Without me realising, i slid down beside my friend and all of his miseries, then i cried too.

I guess words of comfort don't work anymore. Now all you need in time of your sorrow, is another friend who would cry with you and cry for you. Fahrul then laughed later, realising the macho-handsome-mat i once saw in him was gone.....due to the tears. And he went, "Sial ah kau. Balek ah. Aku tak nanges lah." =)

So Fahrul may break down because of that bitch who left him, but in every other second, i'm sure someone out there is crying of heartbreak as well. Damn those who treat relationship like a game. Damn all you bastards and bitches who never knew how you treasure a loved one. Damn you people.

On the brighter side, congrats to my lovable huggable squeezable bestie, Niz...for...well, YOU KNOW FOR WHAT. *grins* As uncertain as you are of this, i'm sure...please do make it work, babe. Just try to make it work. You'll see how bliss it is. =)

BLISS. Indeed it is. I'm one of the lucky few i guess to have a purely bliss six-month strong relationship and counting. I love him. And nothing could exchange that feeling. I supposed in a way it'd sound delusional for me to say this....but Yanto's certainly had been the best guy a girl could have. Everything from his words to his..erm...perfume (hahah), never had i experienced much love and care from someone. In his own words, i wouldn't wanna let him go for it'll take a lifetime for me to find out if there is ever anyone like him out there. In fact, i dun wanna know if there is. For what? When i have the original here in my heart, my arms....and my mind.

I love you despite how I hate when i hear you talking about that bitch. But then again, it's such a thin line between hatred and love.

Thank you God.

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