Tuesday, July 11, 2006

A best friend is very hard to come by. Not everyone will find a true one. Many will go through them like pairs of socks, but everyone has their favorite pair of socks right? I've got about seven of them - my 5 favourite girls, my one and only darling Yanto...and just one more. The one very individual i nearly gave up upon.

10 months probably isn't long. But think of it. What if within that 10 months you change so much that you wouldn't be the best friend that i used to know? And what if circumstances led that 10 months to 3 years? What if, rul...what if?

I guessed in a way i'd be tempted to say "I told you so." But i'm done talking. You never listen. It's funny really how that happens. You're always there. Even when you're not there physically...i know you're still there. And i know that even if i lose everything one day, you'd still be my friend. But u never listened to me. For your own bloody good....you never did.

In your own words, i'll never let myself turn out to be like you. I have Yanto, I love him and one day insyAllah, i'll marry him....but i want u to be there. You get it? And yes, i promise...when you come out of the suffocating place, you'll see me happy. You'll see how happy i will always be with Yanto around. You'll see how having him has blessed my life. You'll see. I promise.

I'll miss having you around. Take care in there.

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