Wednesday, January 03, 2007
"I'm done with you...get well yourself..."
True indeed. I have LONG been done with her. They say i shouldn't. They say I shouldn't wash my hands off my own family. GAH.
But if i don't, my family's gonna wash their hands off me, i'm telling ya. So might as well i do it first. I'm sick of it all. Everytime shit happens, i just walk away. Getting myself involve meaning doing something drastic, and i'm not about to ruin my life. Not because of her.
If i'm not human, if i dun have an ounce of feeling inside me, if my heart doesn't exist, if i'm not a Muslim, if murdering someone isn't a sin - i'd kill her. So that all the problems would end, and mommy won't cry again.
Astaghfirullah.
God grant me patience.
5:23 PM
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