Tuesday, February 27, 2007

"Nanti pat camp i kol u uh. Camner nak tido kalau tak dgr ur voice sey. Nanti i book out, kiter pi pangkeng k..."

Pangkeng kepala otak kau, Andy. Pelangkong nak?

Yes, he laughed and claimed he was just kidding...but i'd rather he joked about getting caught then joked about pulling me into those sinful acts anymore. I wanted our relationship to be pure, and i've seen how he tried so hard to make it tat way. I've seen his friends posting comments to his profile, asking where he'd disappear. I'd seen him break his sim card into two just to lose all contacts. I've seen his boys coming up to me asking, "Beng dah tukar hp eh? Atau dah kener tangkap sak dier?" And i've definitely seen him sober enuf each time to convince me that he's stop drinking.

Still, i don't trust myself enough to trust him. He's like er...biskot chips more, you noe. Sejap ader, sejap takder. =X

And like nizzie said...i've never experienced the whole boyfie-going-off-for-ns-slash-reservist shit. So i was clinging to my handphone 24/7, hoping he'd somehow call.

He did. But it's not enough. I'm gonna miss him like shit.

ANDY I HATE YOU FOR TORTURING ME WITH YOUR NON-EXISTENCE.

I love my boob-thinking girlfriends. And i wanna ride Ab's bike again.

Book out soon lahhh d. Wan me to die izzit?

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