Thursday, March 08, 2007

Hey dearest...here's a big FUCK YOU, especially from me to you.

Fuck you for ruining your own life.

Fuck you for not thinking twice.

Fuck you for getting yourself in trouble.

Fuck you for taking the risk despite knowing the side-effects.

Fuck you for lying that you've stop, when in actual fact you didn't.

Fuck you for not appreciating the friends that are always on the look-out for you.

Fuck you for not even pitying your mom one bit.

Fuck you for blinding yourself with the ego you think would last forever.

Fuck you for not seeing how much some people care and love you.

Fuck you for all this shit you made urself go through.

And fuck you darling, just fucking fuck you for making me cry...

Everyday i waited to hear news from Arab. I jumped at the slightest ring of my phone, wishing it's either you, or Arab with some news of your whereabouts. I pray for your safety, and for God to keep a look out on you. And when Arab did called, i prayed hard it wasn't bad news. But oh, guess what?

It was.

FUCK YOU, you stupid asshole.

Do you have any idea how i scared the shits out of Arab when he heard me crying over the phone after he told me the news? Do you know how i broke down the whole night, and for the first time ever Ab couldn't cheer me up?

You always ruin things dear.

I'm so sorry but fuck you for making me love you.

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