Monday, March 12, 2007
Lately i have been wondering when i ever started enjoying work at DTE. I used to complain frequently to my beanies back at Shaw about how i so longed to transfer back there. And yet today, after working for mere months at DTE McCafe, the place became my third home.
I did closing only twice at Shaw, so i never really experienced the thrill and craziness of closing the cafe. But now i'm a regular closer, and i tink with every night til morning i spent there, i've mature bit by bit. I've sub-conciously grow up to observe the surroundings, the complications of work life, and the meaning of patience and perseverence.
As much as i pity Sab for all the workload passed on to her, there's only so much i could do. I've yet learn to do all the work LF has passed on to her. So unfortunately, i'm not much of a help. Closing with her have always been full of stories and inane nonsense, and i knew stuff about her i never thought possible. But i'd never asked for a better closing partner than her - she's about the best DTE can have. And to think we both actually experience one similar incident in our life; man, that's just ground-breaking. Sab babe, i'll pray for you. In fact, i'll pray for the both of us. WE WILL SURVIVE! Heran tak heran uh...
Maybe the presence of Ab brings yet another whole new meaning to my worklife there. The joy of his sudden appearance at cafe, sticking his head out and saying his trademark,
"U! Beloh." And his,
"U, double choc bleh? Mango mango? I nak mango bleh?" And also Kid's singing whenever he saw me, before he would go
"Balek sayang? I antar nak? Oh tak boleh, kalau Abdillah takde, i antar k. Eh, jgn blang Ab i panggil u sayang, nanti dier run me over ngan his KR." =)So they occasionally flatter me with their nonsense, but nothing could win me better than Ab's smile, which i rarely get nowadays. He looked jaded and world-worry, his eyes forever clouded by that emptiness and weariness. I swear i wun get involve with him and Feeqah anymore...but it comes a time like this when i doubt my own feelings. I just want to see Ab happy, and if Feeqah can do that, then i want her to.
Fuck you bitch. Go take care of your boyfriend will ya.
Cuz i have my own boyfriend to take care of. Haiz. I dun want Ab to disappear, but at the same time, if he dun...i'll keep wondering. And wondering. And more wondering. Abdillah, i'm so sorry. So so so sorry. I'm so sorry i fell for you. And i'm sorry you fell for me too. Pssst Ab, kalau jodoh tak ke mana. Right? You taught me that sweet. *big sigh*
On the other hand, Andy has been a joy. Such a bliss spending time with him at cafe two days back, before i punched in. His kanchong-ness when he saw Sab, thinking she was a police, and him not knowing what a marshmellow is...hahah...sometimes i think i love his heart and his soul more than i love him.
More work for me this few days. That spells less time with my Ahbeng, less time with my favourite gurls, and more time with my insane closing partner. Kiter rock ah Sab eh. Sas sab sab sub sub SUBWAY. =)
I gotta rest my aching body for now.
ROSLI BIN ABD RAHMAN. Where's the massage u owe me?
4:13 PM
