Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Due to Earth in 5 Mins
One word for you to know that i haven't really been missing in action:
BROKE.
NO. Not broken as in the heart, mind and soul kind of thing. Picture empty pockets, minus minus dangling shillings. That's the kind of broke i'm talking about. And it's not helping that school choose to start at the moment i so badly need dollars for anything and everything. I'm practically depending on his bike to transport me to and fro school due to the nonexistent of value in my ezlink. Can't believe i'm dying without money. I mean,
MANCHESTER UNITED WON THE FIRST LEG OF CHAMPS LEAGUE, u noe! And i'm worried about money.
Heez. Don't remind me that i typed out entries with no links from the first to the next.
Kaka, i love you. From your hair, to your physique, to your beautifully created dark features, i adore everything. But put you beside my hero, and i'll immediately push you in the middle of a heavy traffic. Nobody beats my Ronaldo - the one of a kind wishy-washy Portugese winger+winker slash diver+hearthrob. So i'm not sorry for the 3-2 win of Man U against Milan this morning 2am at Singapore time. (I'm beginning to sound like the Newspaper with every passing minute) Thrash them like you did Roma, my dear devils. My sayang and I have put Sakura on our heads. She'll take the Blue, I'll have the Red Devils. MAY THE BEST TEAM WINS. Amin.
You noe Barney the Dinosaur? The big purple figure. Yea. That's what my darling looks like now. Not in terms of built, but rather his cheeks. Worst still, only one side of it. Sheesh. Never seen anyone had toothache that bad. Poor kid. HAHA. As in literally. Poor KID. ^_^ I love you d...get well soon. Please please please. I miss you singing me to sleep. With one swollen cheek, all you ever do is groan and moan.
Benar dikau ku cinta...
Setiap detik ku puja...
Kau sering perhatiku, sambil belai rambutmu..
Tak ingin aku lupa, kenangan yang tercipta..
berikan aku diari, tulis setiap hari..
I'm in the library yet again. My fourth home. The computer at home is missing my touch since i hardly had time to embrace it. Seems like i only will have the chance to update my entries if i'm released out of class early. Trudging down to the library is hardly a chore...though i do wish to catch a glimpse of Syed so he would zoom me down that torturous hill of Ngee Ann Poly.
But i hardly saw anybody i noe in school, apart from my moronic darlings of course. School's such a bore that i'm now looking at everything around, with unlinked thoughts swimming around. There was even a time when i was perusing select fashion magazines and diligently observing behavioral patterns shown in washroom regulars, that it comes to my attention how people in general are becoming increasingly vain, self-absorbed, and superficial as the years pass.
And if i were to elaborate, i'd have to name this entry, 'The Neverending Narcissism'. I am sure that the average member of society would agree when it is said that such a simple step as removing the hindrance of eyesight is one sacrifice that would better our way of life as a whole. People from all walks of life would find themselves in a better situation, most certainly one of selflessness. Blind people have more chances of seeing heaven, ya noe...
This world is scarily coming to an end. And nobody bothers preparing themselves for the land hereafter. Even he is telling me of how afraid he is to die before he get a chance to atone for all his sins. Or, atone for HER sins rather. D, i'm behind you. We'll make it through. And she'll be proud of you. She'll be proud that her dad isn't a coward who runs away under pressure.
You'll see. The whole world will see. Life's not a fairytale. It's important we never forget that.
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