Monday, April 30, 2007
Randomness
World Wide Web is my lifeline. So it's no wonder i'm feeling suffocated these few weeks.
I really should consider getting a wireless at home. This non-existent internet connection at home is bugging me. It is really such a chore to go all the way down to Clementi just to have my blog updated plus have my mail checked. Although, like what my sayang suggest, i could use that lil internet machine next to the cafe...but Sab dear, i am still sane ya noe...
Opinionated. A
da hikmah di sebalik semua yang berlaku? Yes, i think it's true enough. Imagine seeing him again after all these years. Imagine knowing that i once pushed his love aside because i didn't believe he was sincere enough. Imagine i thought we'd never meet again, only to see him at my boyfriend's home, eating oreo cookies on the table, and eyes widening when he saw me set my foot in his household. Imagine having to accept the fact that he's actually the flesh and blood of my own current boyfriend.
"Dil, kau tak kejer?"
"Tak. Urm. Sape tu?""Kaysiao aper kau, tgk2 gitu. Aku punyer lah okay.""Pompan kau?""Nampak sah kan bodoh. Kakak ipar kau."There was approximately four seconds of ringing silence as he adjusted his hair, stare uncomfortably at the cup of milo in front of him, before plastering a forced smile. That insanely handsome face glance a moment at me, then back to his brother as an almost inaudible "Oh," escaped from his mouth.
Gosh Aidil, i am so sorry. If only i had known. If only WE had known. I guess the unplanned is always the best. As long as you don't stare at me as though i've got acorns growing out of my ears...i think we can forget our past, and get along just fine, okay - urm, brother?
*laughs and dies*
On a more low point, i hate seeing my sayang all stressed-up. I hate HIM for doing what he did to he.
(Oh. The perils of the blogging world - it's never safe enough to mention names...you will never know when the person in concern would creep up behind you and stab you in the back with a dagger.)
But if i had my way, i would have put his name up here to announce to the world that i have one more male coward to add in my list. But they say, what goes around comes around. He will get what he deserve sooner or later. Dun you dread my sayang...God ain't cruel. One fine day, things will definitely go your way. Trust me. I've got ur back.
As much as i longed not to leave my sayang doing cafe closing alone...i had to succumb to my school timetable. Stepping into the buildings of NP promised me a long dragful, dreary day. So much assignments there is to complete...i feel like burning down the whole school.
I wish, i wish...i had many more wishes. So i could give him some of them, and he can wish to have what he wants to wish for. Like maybe having Liverpool to pull up their socks or something. My Red Devils never fail in making me heave a sigh of relief. Did you catch that marvelous match between them and Everton? No? YOU SHOULD. =))
Glory, glory Man Uniteddddddddddddd!
Ronny dear, you're my life support. But i'm uttering 'love u's to one other casting person, when it should all be for you. To my one and only - I.L.U, are but only words. But when i say it, i meant it.
Simply that.
12:05 PM
