Saturday, April 07, 2007

The McCafe Wedding Reception

It's official. I'm a married woman now.

You should have seen our wedding cake. Simply mouth-watering. If only i'd added some chunky chicken fillings topped with tomatoes and lettuce, it'd be the most amazing wedding cake you've ever seen. And our wedding car was simply fantastic. Waiting patiently for both of us at Hougang Chalet, they decorated it with the words 'Ambulance'. What a beautiful reception. Maybe we should have a second round of wedding function once more at cafe, eh Sab? WE FORGOT OUR PELAMIN AND KOMPANGS AND KENDARATZ. Bummer.

I'm feeling a bit better now, thank God. The panadol helps a little, but the migraine still stick throughout the night. I was trying to keep myself under focus, so we could do closing in peace. No breaking points. No setbacks for the day.

Except when Kid mentioned about making two white helmets with my name and his on it. Dammit.

Should i tell him what memories a blue KR and white helmets bring me? He confided in me quite a number of secrets about himself that was mindblowing. It took some courage out of him to tell me about her. Yes, my mind went blank after hearing him tell the painful truth. But i've seen and heard enough to understand the situation of today's world. And i'm not gonna hate him just because of a innocent lil girl. If i do meet her, i'll probably just give her the biggest hug i could muster. It's not her fault she was born...

And yet, I feel guilty for not telling him about Zafer. I feel guilty for not trusting myself enough to trust him. I feel guilty just seeing the attention that he gives me. D...when the time comes, i'll tell you everything. I promise...

"Besok kener bawak duet beribu2 sak. Sumer gaji budak2 i kener handle."
"Abeh gaji i maner?"
"Gaji u? U tunggu duet hantaran jer lar eh..."

I forgot to tell Kid that i'm already married. Dun worry Sabrina honey, i'll confess to him soon.

HAHAHAHAH. I think i should take a second dose of medicine.

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