It is a crazy crazy, fantastically crazy world.
Not remotely in the right state of mind to blog an entry of length - not after realising how fast time flies, even superman was dragged back by the speed of the month. It's so superbly scary to blink and realise that April left a few days back. The April that brings misery and bittersweet sadness has finally ended it's stay. The April that left me banged, broken and absolutely stunned at its events. Now i'm way past all of that for good and May has arrived to grace us with its presence. It's enough. Enough for me to smile and wish many more happy moments for both of us.
Happy First Month, darling dear.
Yes, i am aware of how long more the journey we both had to travel. But we have blessings...that alone is enough to bring us this far, and further if we wanted to. It has been a road of subtle hints and unexpected turnovers. Who would have known? Who would have guessed? A friendship of endless taunts and nothingness, became a hand-in-hand promise of a lifetime. How you stand seeing me with another is something that touched me so deep, i felt almost guilty. And yet, you stood, firmly, both feet on the ground, and grab at the slightest chance you had. Lucky you.
For that, i thank u d.
And i thank you my sweet sweet Devils. It's obvious that the EPL trophy already has ur name and Sir Alex's engraved on it. Sad sad truth - THE BLUES ARE GOING DOWN. Sabrina sayang, Ronny just called to say that he would personally deliver the trophy and plaque to my doorstep. =) Guess you'll just have to wait for your Lampard to win something for you. Pelan pelan kayuh k...
Closing with Vincent for two days could and might just make me lose it. Thank God sayang came down to spice up the otherwise-dull atmosphere; poking fun at evelyn's atrocious grammar, correcting almost everybody's english in our pathetic, worned-out, almost-dying Cafe Comms Book, getting excited at the mention of Shalie and his wonderfully chocolate milano inside joke, melting in the knees each time Shahrul walks past, and having the weirdest, inane-nest conversations with Roody.
"Ah ah...pen jangan nak kebas k. Nak kebas pen kener kebas orang dier skali."
Thanks lah eh Dy. Hahah.
Dearest have been accompanying me home these few nights. Not physically. And it's torturous enough to hear his voice, but knowing that i hadn't seen him for one full week. Wallpapers are not enough d...i need a full embrace from the figure-in-question. I miss you Md. Khidzir Bin Ahmad. And i miss your, "Babyyyyy.....nak?"
I'm gonna be holding this one month so tightly in my grips, til we reach our second. Have i told you why it's bliss that you decided to squeeze your way into my life?
Because that's why.
