Thursday, June 21, 2007

It just keeps repeating. Again and again and again, like some broken tape recording.

NO. It's worse than that. It's like, urm, Sleeq's 'Almost, But' that has been on replay mode in my playlist since a week ago. The only difference is hearing Syarif's crooning me to sleep doesn't hurt one bit. THIS on the other hand, hurts way beyond the throb in my head after getting it knocked onto the taxi door while getting out.

So i realised i'm not exactly the smartest human being ever to walk this planet, but i'm clever enough to see how foolish it was to let you off with a simple 'sorry'. Again and again and again...it amazed me to see how i was able to withstand all this without willing myself to poke thirteen needles though my thick-headed skull.

you say you love me, say you love me
but you're never there for me..
all we do is break up and make up..
when love hurts it wont work..
baby we need sometime alone, we need sometime alone..
=)

Quote. Unquote. True indeed. And this emo-staticness is getting too much on my brain, that my leg wound suddenly decided to bleed like someone just pushed the 'rinse' button.

We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I need to go through that anti-emotional blog entries course soon.

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