Sunday, July 22, 2007

Sometimes i wished he knew how i didn't sleep because i'm waiting for him to call. Sometimes i wished he'd appreciate the fact that i slept so late yet forced myself to wake up in the wee hours of the morning just so i could give him a wake-up call for work. Sometimes i wished he'd realised that i never raised my voice at him whenever he called, even if my day was worse than hell. Sometimes i wished i could make him go 'Thank God i have her.' Sometimes i wished, and i just wished again and again and again that he'd love me as much as he love his bike.

Baby i never asked you for anything, and yet you treated me as though i'm the bane of your existence.

I wished we'd go back four months ago. Me, the cafe girl. You, the irritating rider. And i'd walk past KFC hub, knowing you'd run after me to tease and taunt and flirt, and shower me with endless flattery. Knowing you'd walk around downtown with me and gave a deathly stare at whichever guy who even dare look at me. Knowing you'd point at me whenever we bumped into your friend and went 'Dah kaysiao per tgk tgk pompan aku..' Knowing you'd be there at just a click of my handphone.

I used to hate you so much for your mentel-ness, and yet i love you. Now...now i loved you so much, i hate you for not seeing it.

I hope one day your eyes will open and see that my heart beats for you. And i hope one day you'll realise how my heart breaks everytime you call and seemed happy when you're with your friends til early morning, yet too tired everytime it comes to meeting me. Why am i your second priority when you're my first?

The more you tell me you love me, the more my heart bleeds. How i wished you really meant it.

Kid darling dear...by some miracle, i hope you read this.

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