Monday, August 13, 2007

A Special Rare Smile

Kita merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

Even after reading a thousands of Voldemort's quote about how love simply doesn't exist, i must snap my wand in two and apologise, because i think, with all my heart and soul, that love exists even larger and more real than magic. And true, indeed. We could plan so many things in our life regarding love, and yet it God isn't willing, then it won't happen. Thus, i planned and planned and planned...and only 37% happened before my eyes. Allah Hu Akhbar.

I notice that my entries lately have been less of enjoyable. Maybe i've been too busy trying to figure out if i could ever make money through blogging, and then i realise it's impossible, so i decided not to rant too much. Or maybe i haven't been confiding in the keyboard for so long that it is actually unwilling to do my bidding. You nasty piece of beast.

Things are in the middle of 'ultimate break down' and 'just perfectly fine'. And i refuse to explain that because my boyfriend is irritating the hell out of me right now by singing Sejarah Mungkin Berulang at the top of his voice. Or screaming, to be more precise.

Men are bitches. Hearing from Nad what happened between her and Arep, it made my blood boil. I feel like marching down to KFC with the cafe sandwich knife and stabbing him right where his heart is. I understood every single thing she's feeling and i hate them all for treating us like pieces of thrash. Retribution. One day it'll happen. It's his loss girl, dun u fret.

And the phone's ringing again. Kid Ahmad is one hell of an impatient little rascal.

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